When Hampstead-born actor/comedian/producer TevyaHeller talks about being an atheist, he sounds almost apologetic. However, with
his new reality television called Oh
MyGod! about to premiere on
ichannel Mondays, beginning December 5 (8:30 p.m.) and more than 10 markets
around the world set to air the show within six months, he won’t be able to
keep this a secret.
Raised in a devout Jewish household, Heller
says he lost his religious faith as a teenager.
Produced for ichannel by
Toronto-based Stornoway Productions Oh My
God! follows Heller on a quest to reconnect with his own vanished faith by
learning to see the world through the eyes of believers by embedding himself in
the lives of young people from different Canadian faith communities – from
Hindus to Muslims, Christians to Wiccans – and discovering firsthand how they
experience God.
Asked why he chose ichannel, Canada’s political and social issues network, to air the show
Heller told me that he had significant interest from much larger networks “but
ichannel was the one which allowed me to proceed with the series exactly the
way I want. In any case I believe this show is going to explode
internationally.”
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Heller grew up in Hampstead. “All of my family is Jewish,” he
said, “and so were all of my friends growing up. I went to Jewish summer camp,
had a year a half of bar mitzvah lessons and went to Hebrew School. I was
raised in a very traditional home. Not only did my family believe in god, but
they believed god was Jewish. I simply did not have exposure to any other view.
The closest I got to Jewish was the caretaker at my high school.”
During his teen
years Heller kept hearing his family’s wishes that he become a lawyer, doctor
“or if I really wanted to push it, an engineer with an MBA. But I wanted to be
a producer on the Jerry Springer Show. Needless to say, my parents were
mortified that I wanted a career in show business. Well I followed a different
path.”
Heller’s road to
atheism was paved when he moved away from home. “I became exposed to a million
different points of view,” he says. “It really kind of blew my mind and I then
realized that I did not believe in any Jewish teachings.That being said, I mean no disrespect to the
religion. I remain proud of my Jewish heritage. I am a proud Jewish atheist.”
In 2007, Heller established his production company
called Go to Heller TV, creating and producing a number of TV and film
projects. This included the Los Angeles real estate series Real Estate Stalker,
where he snooped through the homes of super rich celebrities currently on the
market for sale. In 2009, he developed Famewhore: The Tevya Heller Project ,
which chased him around the world causing havoc.
Heller has high hopes for Oh My God!While this is an atheist’s eye-view of
faith, he takes pains to distance himself from the militant, religion-bashing
school of atheism championed by the likes of Christopher Hitchens and Richard Dawkins.
“I’m an atheist who wants God to exist,” says
Heller.“I think belief is a gift, and
that people of faith are lucky. There’s such loneliness in being an atheist,
because you’re not part of a community. So this show is really about an
atheist’s search for a God he can believe in. It takes us deep inside
communities that most of us wouldn’t otherwise have access to, and offers a
pretty cool glimpse into worlds that viewers don’t often get to see.”
One of the episodes of Oh My God! has Heller
embedded with an orthodox Jewish family. “They even made a bar mitzvah for me,”
he says. “When I finally told the rabbi that I was an atheist, his heart was
broken. This particular episode was taped eight months ago and I still get an
email from him every day with an invitation todinner. He has not given up.”
Heller describes the show as The Simple Life
meets Touched by An Angel.